Run away, run away

Well I started to make these socks today and I've already got probably 1/2 of one done. They're toe-up socks, which I'd never tried before. I'm making them because I want to wear flip flops at my office but sometimes my feet will be cold. So... split toe socks.

That said, I feel like everything I do is just an escape. Because if I ever sit down and think about things, I feel too awful to do anything. Does it ever get better?